you’re the one..

Most people are afraid of being alone.

The only company they have are the thoughts in their heads,
and the only thoughts they have are the ones that fuck them up the most.

Do you know what it’s like to have someone on your mind, literally 24/7?
Do you know what it’s like to have your mind revolve around one person?

No, you don’t.
But I bet you know what it’s like to be that one person..

The person I think of before every pill pop, every wrist cut.
The last person I will ever think of, right before the trigger pull.

I wish you knew every thought in my head,
because I can’t keep them in anymore,
they’re driving me to the edge.

Hell, they’re even pushing me over.
Laughing as I fall, darker, until I can’t see light anymore.

The only life I have left in me,
is a flickering flame of hope.

I dare you to crush it.

I dare you to kill me.

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~ by Jake Wilcocks on July 14, 2011.

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